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Why Do We Feel Alone In Crowded World?

Sarvesh Dhar

BySarvesh Dhar

Dec 30, 2020

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Why do we feel alone in crowded world!! Think of an idea as being happy but there is nothing to tale from this world to complete your happiness. Your values and individual identity gets overshadowed by their public opinion which is based on comparison and suddenly you are left with most brain scratching question.. What I am doing here!!
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Maybe we’re here by mistake because nobody will create such ignorant creature for purpose or maybe individual wanderers trapped in self created definition of civilized life and death. And few of us try to break out this chain everyday. Maybe we’re it’s a coffee shop or outdoor trip.. We all feel strange to ourselves when we can’t relate to others in meaningful way.
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While they are enjoying the same thing you suffer with. You have ocean of feelings to express but you don’t speak a single word. You do nothing but consume yourself as imperfection of flesh and bone. swimming in your thoughts. This is uncommon interest that makes you alien to them and the society shrinking in a void of delusional progress.
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But there is happiness discrete isolation, The distance becomes sweeter as you walk past slowly falling Mankind in trap of their own creation. How they’re transforming a man as main subject to secondary object so it becomes easy to control your thoughts. So, nothing has value yet expensive and that’s how your value is scaled.

Throughout human history, as our species has faced the frightening, terrorizing fact that we do not know who we are, or where we are going in this ocean of chaos, it has been the authorities—the political, the religious, the educational authorities—who attempted to comfort us by giving us order, rules, regulations, programming our minds with their view of reality. To think for yourself you must question authority and learn how to put yourself in a state of chaotic open-mindedness.
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The brain is designed to design realities. If you operate your own brain skillfully, you can learn to design your own realities. In fact, there is no reality but an amazing imagination through which we want to perceive reality. We look for connections and its easy to surrender and kill your imagination to accept the troubled culture of society to live happily but some of us have to create our imagination to live because we are nonconformist. People think of darkness as evil because it gives shelter to those who don’t want to live in spiritual light of out world. Not everything has ideal creation appproch about life. The other way is self destruction and inseparable influence of this world should be destroyed but the worst part about anything that’s self-destructive is that it’s so intimate. You become so close with your addictions and illnesses that leaving them behind is like killing the part of yourself that taught you how to survive.

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We are living in a copy culture, where it’s hard to find motive to live but you can always survive with last hope of becoming hopeless and If you have some idea of self assured life. It appears outdated or odd to society. There is a sense of substantial force in this trapped society which absorbs us but never the idea through which we want to live life.
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And if you’re thinking you’re part of herd controlled by will of others full of success stories and richness and fame. That’s like juciy dog bone.. You’ll enjoy it but chained to system of society which has no work to do but to sculpt an individual against his will.
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You are not part of that herd. You’re not even close. You may occasionally dress yourself up as one of them, watch the same worthless television shows as they do, maybe even eat the same fast food sometimes but you have uncommon weirdness. You’re still trying to understand this beautiful concepts of progression, job, technology and what you find is disappointment.
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But it seems that the more you try to fit in, the more you feel like an outsider, watching the civilized people becoming intelligent emotionless robots but don’t try to fit in. Let everything put you at risk, you remain suspended, stripped bare, in a definitive solitude: beyond the impenetrable simplicity.
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Who knows what you might learn from taking a chance in falling in depth of silent chaotic waves? Everything carries a mystic reality and easily acceptable illusion. No society justifies the authenticity neither truth speaks the reality of your thoughts and dreams because it is unacceptable to them as they’re unacceptable to you in isolation.
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At the basis of human life there exists a principle of insufficiency. In isolation, each man sees the majority of others as incapable or unworthy of “being.” because how common and socially realistic their dreams are.
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The real dreams are chaotic, don’t try to be anything other than a chaotic dreamer. Do not pay any attention to people who told me to go out and live. Your existence is coffin of their cultural ideas and you belong to yourself, in mystery, nothing to search and nothing to attain. Anything that is mysterious for your dreams, contains a storm that you’ve to go through, you fell in chaotic storm.
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And once the storm is over, you won’t remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. You won’t even be sure, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain. When you come out of the storm, you won’t be the same person who walked in. That’s what this storm’s all about.
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Alone: for the first time I understood the terrible significance of that word. Alone without a witness, without anyone to speak to, without refuge. The breath in my body, the blood in my veins, all this hurly-burly in my head existed for nobody.

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